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Pussy Power – An Emptying

Pussy Power – An Emptying

I was luxuriating and meditating in the bath the other day and it came to me that I have been on a journey of celibacy rather than sexlessness. That I should not resist it because my relationship to myself, my body, and my sexuality has been transformed. You know I love to talk about my masturbation practices. I will write an article on that EVENTUALLY. But back to the bath. I became conscious of all the pain, fear and trauma that was being held in my sacred creative space. My pussy. I visualised releasing all that energy. I was having light period pains at the time and they left immediately. Ashé.

I’m really looking forward to having sex from a powerful space, getting real nasty, real free, real freaky. Connected. Not sex that is an avoidance of pain. Not asking him “are you going to stay”. Sigh. I got love for the abandoned woman in me who would speak out in that intimate space. It’s okay. I know I don’t need to ask that any more. I’m a whole world, a galaxy and more. Love comes/cums and goes freely.

[Repost from January 2017. Last night I took another step on this journey, and my earlier words look so powerful and insightful from where I am now standing]

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Leona Nichole Black